When not having done something in a while makes you not want to do it

I was thinking about how I hadn't blogged in a while. So I went to the main page to see when I last posted. Oh, 9/28. That was a few minutes ago.

Then I start thinking about how it has definitely been too long since I posted for me to even think about posing something again. If you haven't posted in so long, what can you even do to start back up again?

I'm also having this with yoga. I haven't been to yoga in forever, and I'm not going to look into how long that has been because I'm not okay with it. I have so many excuses about why I'm not going. A big one is that I haven't gone in so long.

Duolingo as well. I was doing moderately okay at Italian, but I had one bad day which made me take a few off. Since I took a few days off, I have been like "Oh well, it's been too long so I guess we don't do that anymore."

What is it about not doing something that almost feels like it gives you permission to not do it?

I am going to try not to do this anymore. Doing one blog post today will make me do one next week. I'll work on the other two later...